Friday, December 11, 2009

A Pink merry-go-round....

I feel like I have been on one long tiresome nap and not quite rested. I haven't been blogging lately and I am sorry to those whom stop by. Just when I think... am I waisting my time blogging? Who really cares what I say and does anyone really come here anyways???

Then I get a few emails from some of you and it just touches my heart like you would not believe.
Thank You.

Its nice to be missed a bit.

I know I have alot to do and so much to learn regarding this blogging thing....but I am reading and learning and trying to bring forth something more substantial to either...... ~ entertain you, inform, inspire or who knows... but I am thinking of ways to improve my blogging skills in the middle of projects I have going on.

I think I took on too many projects at once.... all right smack in the middle of some major drama in my life.

However... every one I took on.... was for someone sweet and deserving. All of YOU! ; )

Marilyn Blowing kisses

Just when I'm feeling like I'm empty inside & so much on my plate....

My head is spinning in the sea of Pink pink pink pretty things and so much inspiration around me....
I feel like I am on a never ending merry go round and so as I get stressed & over whelmed... my mind/imagination starts to get very creative.

So many ideas and inspiration and energy and then.... I look around and I am all alone. Then I get frustrated and side tracked with all the stresses in my life.

So its taking me awhile to get out of this lonely mommy mode I created and look to all of you around me that send positive thoughts my way. You might not be right next to me but I know you are there. (moving down south didn't help the isolation thing either.... its such along story.

I get creative, have fun for a bit with it, but no one around to share it with and then I get sick of it all and ~ IN the garage it goes.... and then on to new project. Shopping for new things to create is therapy ~ expensive therapy at times. so I get bored easy and fill the emptiness by BUYING new things to pass my time.... ohhh this never ending merry go round must stop. Time to make something happen and get out of the mess. right?! ok.... so I'm trying, once again. I know I'm not alone. Its a mom thing right? well...for some of us in the mommy mode all alone? I LOVE being a mom, but it doesn't mean I'm not a person too. So Wake up Joelle and Make your dreams happen!

Well my friends... I'm off to wonderland and magical dreams and hope to find my way....
Bonne Nuit ~

Joelle XOXO


Joelle Dolce Bebe said...

Yes... This is an old post but still the same.

Long story.

Wish I could give you all my phone number so you could call & I could just tell you all personally (yeap, even you out there I do not know... but thats not gona happen. got a lot of weird o's out there & I have children.) but it would be nice.
anyways.... MY PHONE IS OFF AGAIN~ not sure how long it will be tonight.
The Phone company can't even figure it out. ??? just keeps going out.

This mR. Hacker is something.
this is daily. nightly and somethimes wayyy too much for me to deal with.
long story.
soon hopefully I can scream it all out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am sorry for not getting back to you all.
I am going through so much.

New year.... soon. I want ME back & rid of all this crap.

Send me your positive thoughts.

icandy... said...

My dear, Joelle!
Don't fall out of the creativity... fall into it!
I can totally relate to what you must be going through and don't hold a thing against you for it. Take as much time as you need to feel like yourself again. I can only imagine some of the crap that you've had to endure, I only wish that we lived closer~ so that we could sit for hours and giggle over coffee!!!!!
So glad to hear from you!

Dustjacket Attic said...

Hey honey, gorgeous pictures here. Don't be hard on yourself, try and take it easy and don't stress. Easier said than done I know :)

Happy Holidays sweetie,

Joelle Dolce Bebe said...

Thank you you two sweet things!!!
This post was from last year I think... well, awhile ago but I am still dealing with all the drama, stalking/hacking and busy life.
I Love all my girls. Love them.
They do not need their mommy to be upset and stressed.
Life is too short and we just do not need all this.
I guess this is to be expected w/ a big beutiful family.
People want to bring you down & they come from unexpecting places.

guess this is just an excerise for me right now. Its make me stronger.

Alot of writing things down in journals and PAPER and giving alot of thought to what I should focus on. so all the games and making me step away from the computer...
Is a good thing in a frustrating way ; )

I appreciate all your sweet comments & I just wish you all knew how crazy it really is and why things keep happening.
One day soon.... it will be Fabulous and happy & we'll all laugh about it.
I'll be able to say more hopefully.
until then, know I sincerely appreciate ALL of YOU.
& so super bothered by not doing what I want to do for someone (Miss sweet Debra)I owe you so much & want to give your girls the best treaures ever and create unbelievable magic for them & the perfectionist in me is just sick.
I wish I could fly down and pick Yours & their brains/imaginations and make their little world sparkle.& make mamma proud! ; )
Do know Miss Debra, I think of you daily! XOXOXOXO
the pressure is on ; )
(I say this here due to, I do not think you get all my emails and I know they get intercepted along the way. just not fun :( anyways....
Enjoy the Holidays & family time everyone. Pray or think good thoughts or whatever you do for all those alone or suffering at this time.
This Wonderful, magical time is also so sad & depressing for so many.
Reach out & do something good for someone. ((((HUGS))))

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